I just listened to Peggy Lettermore.
There’s so much I don’t understand about the Irish and their voice. Not the
brogue they wear easily everywhere they tread. Not that Oirishness. No. Or the
Gaelic either. That other language underneath.
There is something there that excludes. It may be a clan thing. It’s
something I had always thought was a part of me - tradition, family, culture -
and I read and wrote and sang and danced and cried and did my bit, not
noticing, until my dad died, that it didn’t need me. And not only did it not need
me but it was laughing. Of course in the 80’s and 90’s when all was going well
we were tolerated. We got The Pogues. They made sense to me and my dad at the
same time. There was a mutual understanding there. He escaped and I wanted to
know why when I thought his place must be better than England. But he never
told me anything. He never started or joined any Erin go bragh clubs. He wanted
to run from all that religion, from those clans, and yet he got trapped in the
land of his family’s former captors, and trapped by babies.
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